MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY
Like a lot of kids, I just felt different. Being raised on my grandparents’ farm with my parents gone, I had a lot of time alone. I often got a strong sensation of things happening – before they happened. I kept that to myself. My father had mental illness, I didn’t want anyone to think I was crazy too.
I went into a filmmaking career and got very serious about it. By now I was getting wisdom, downloads of ideas for my scripts, a sense of help or intuition – but I kept it to myself. A lot of wisdom came in when my mom died of cancer, and I felt I was really talking to unseen people who were very wise. And very kind.
Flash forward to my first feature film being distributed by a major studio. My career as a woman writer/director seemed ready to pop. I was so excited. Then my deal went into turnaround, I got exhausted from preproduction on another film, and after several trips to several doctors, I found out I had mononucleosis. I went from very busy and successful, to the bottom dropping out and resting at home for a year.
Every day I would try to meditate, trying to heal myself. I had no energy at all. No one believed how sick I was. I couldn’t do anything.
One night I got some very clear pictures, a strong download of the human body and how the chakras got blocked by trauma and emotion. Sort of like an Xray chart only in energy. I saw how to clear the negative energy. I tried it on myself, and it worked. I started to get a lot better.
I tried this technique on a friend, thinking she would laugh hysterically. Instead she was amazed that I had seen things about her childhood that she had never told me. And her chronic IBS cleared up.
In the 15 years since then I have worked on many, many people. I have seen intense pain, disease and chronic conditions disappear as people understood and cleared their past.
It is not a magic formula but a deep process where we learn how disease and pain are carried in the body and how they can be released. My view is that this work is done with the support of doctors and the medical profession, I think the miracles of modern medicine are real, and when needed they can make the difference too.
I found that clearing deeply held trauma and hurt can create other healing too. I have seen people let go of destructive patterns around family, money, and sexual relationships as well as health.
I also found, early on, that I could teach my technique and my vision fairly easily. Many people I have trained use this work either solely or as an adjunct to their own work in a variety of healing modalities.
My teaching dovetails with Jim’s teaching – his focus is on clearing the energy body of trapped emotion, ancestral patterns, and destructive thoughts. Together we hope our classes and our weekend retreats will significantly release old negativity, and create a connection to guidance and healing that will result in actualizing your best self and your highest destiny path.
MY PHILOSOPHY
My journey is now just to be real, to be present, to be myself, to hear my guidance and follow it. Yes there are times I fall off those goals – many times – but I try to get back on again. To imagine the light as your guide, this is the constant challenge to connect to the highest frequency and to realize your highest self.
As the energy intensifies on the planet, and more and more people are being pushed through their story and their pain, I think it also brings a time of intense clarity where more and more people connect with their guidance and realize their own gifts. The energy brings new ways of being in the world, new perspectives, new destinies now being fulfilled.
The world’s old pain body is being shattered. People’s belief that they have to live in pain or conflict is being challenged. Any government in power that simply wants to promulgate a system featuring lack, or unfairness, or conflict is now being questioned and openly discarded. The old energy of creating pain and living in pain is leaving. The planet itself is shrugging it off to purify itself. And I think to purify the humans on the planet too – la pura vida – for all of us now.